This pregnancy

I realize that I haven't posted much about this pregnancy. Frankly, it's probably because up until this point I have had so much going on that I seem to forget to think about being pregnant. On the other hand, I have had so many pregnancy related issues this time that it's nearly impossible to not think about being pregnant all the time.
I realize this makes no sense.

I keep thinking, "once I make it through Christmas, once this school project is done, once Kensie's dance concert is over, then I can focus on having another baby." Well, that list is never ending!

Now is the time to focus! I've got three weeks left. I've been so consumed with "getting through" this last pregnancy (finger pricks all day- thank you, gestational diabetes, non stress tests, ultrasounds, so many appointments, pubic bone separating- again, crazy dreams that leave me wondering if my baby has ears) that I forget to think about the wonderful outcome.

When I take the time to think about holding this baby boy, mugging on those little cheeks, and smelling baby neck, it makes it all worth it.

I can't wait!